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I interview at a SNF next week. It will be good practice as I don’t know if long term care is for me after all these years with mom and dad.

Congrats to Sharon Needles on #dragrace

Watching President Obama at the White House Correspondents Dinner. He is very witty and funny.

I really hate how every nursing job application makes you type out your resume online in addition to uploading it!

My fish tank plants have really taken off since adding more lighting and co2 injection. http://t.co/WWjEvZQh

I can’t believe I watched a whole episode of #edensworld I want my 30 minutes back!

I am hoping Chad Michaels wins RuPaul’s #dragrace I am tired of catty queens winning like Phi Phi win. Sharon Needles is just too goth.

It has been over four months since my mother and best friend died. I miss her terribly, but I am getting on with my life. For some reason, the last two days I have been missing her more than ever and feeling a little blue. Blame it on the rainy weather I guess. I feel her presence fading from the house. I really don’t like it. Time is moving forward so fast and yet I would give anything to go back to my old life. My whole day was scheduled around her as her caregiver and it is so weird to not have that responsibility. I know I am starting to move on, and I only cry every other day now, but I have to fight wanting to live in a world that can never be… now that she is gone. She was the last member of my immediate family and I can’t believe sometimes that I am the only one left. I have always been a “big kid,” and even though I have taken on big responsibilities in life, I could still feel like a child while my mother was alive. It is time to grow up, and I fight that with all my being. I know I will always be a “kid at heart,” but I am the oldest person now in my family. I miss my daily interaction with her the most. While my partner is so loving, he just doesn’t talk much! Even after Mom suffered a stroke she was always going on about something, or getting into some project around the house. The house is so quiet now. I don’t like being here that much now. It is hard to believe how much one person could actually do to fill a house. She filled it. We were so close and we had been through so much together. I talk to other friends and they just didn’t end up having the relationship that I had with my parents. I think that we were just a little different than most. It must be the caregiver aspect that somehow changes your relationship forever. I think I feel perhaps a little how a parent might feel when they lose a child. I don’t know how my mother survived losing two of her three sons to suicide. I know it broke her heart, and her death has broken mine. Time is healing…I can feel it, but I carry an ache with me that I think will never go away. She touched so many while she was here, and I wish that everyone could have met her. She knew how to brighten a rainy day. It is raining now, and she is not here.

Starting the job search again. I seem to be under qualified for everything!

We are at Mystic Sea Village! http://t.co/IzGg9iH6

Rich Ross, Chairman of Disney Studios, calls it quits http://t.co/3r0DDBFp

Time for a gross out! My uvula is really big today. I am not bragging. http://t.co/OQlfiGLE

Evidence Based Practice course…done! Only 2 more to go in two weeks!

Just found out my Kevin Bacon number is 2 at the Oracle of Bacon! Should I put that on my resume? http://t.co/at1dyDsW